Don't forget how far you have come

Guys please take care of yourself. Eat,sleep.smile,do anything you want. Just for one day,do whatever you want. Stop thinking about what you people think about you...For one day,be just yourself....Forget everything bad that happened...
I used to spent whole day worrying what people think about me,I used to just sit and listening to music when I was in public,I almost fotgot how to smile,and be happy...I didn't eat,I didn't sleep.I didn't smile...I stoped to be myself,I almost died...But I started to recovery...And there is nothing better you can do for yourself,...
Now I'm almost mentaly healthy and everything is alright,I'm smiling,and happy with myslef...And I like myslef again...I would lie if I tell you I'm 100% okay,and everything is good... Because,well there are bad day too....And I HATE those days,because I'm angry,bad,upset....And I'm mean....And I hurt people around me,I mean,when I have one of those days I say the things I really don't mean...So please,please just take care of yourself,don't try to be depressed,anorextic or any other E.D. becasue it is ILLNESS not trend,and I can tell you I'll ruin your life,you can even imagine how...
my journey isn't over,I'm only half way.....
And if you're fighting your inner demons please,go here: http://living-with-anorexia.blogspot.com/

She helped me a lot,I'm so glad I found out about her... And if youre asking if I have an eating disorder,the answer is Yes,I had (have) ED...I'm recovering from anorexia nevrosa,but I think I can tell I'm half recovered and I'm happy with myself again,so for everyone out there you can make it,you can be yourself again...I used to have depression,anxiety,panic attacks,anorexia for such a long time,but my parents,and doctors helped me...So please let your parents,doctors,friends etc. help you  too,they care about you so much...And they love you just the way you are,they don't care how you look like,they love you because you are you,you are original,perfect little piece of this world,and the world wouldn't be the same without you...YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL,IMPORTANT,PERFECT....